On behalf of Gaza: please share your thanks or condemnation

Hello, apologies for being absent from these parts. I just returned from a trip out of state to be with my sister who’s dealing with serious health issues and didn’t have the bandwidth to be online. But I’m popping in with an ask (quick phone call and/or personalized email) regarding yesterday’s Senate vote on the two Joint Resolutions of Disapproval to block specific arms to Israel (one would have blocked the sale of $675 million in weapons to Israel, such as 1,000-pound bombs and Joint Direct Attack Munition guidance kits used in airstrikes, and the second resolution would have blocked the sale of assault rifles).

Sen. Chris Van Hollen (D-MD) speaking on the Senate floor

Every single Republican voted against both resolutions. And here are the names of the Democrats who voted to keep arming Israel anyway, blocking at least one of the resolutions:

  1. Michael Bennett (CO)
  2. Richard Blumenthal (CT)
  3. Cory Booker (NJ)
  4. Maria Cantwell (WA)
  5. Chris Coons (DE)
  6. Catherine Cortez Masto (NV)
  7. John Fetterman (PA)
  8. Kirsten Gillibrand (NY)
  9. Maggie Hassan (NH)
  10. John Hicklenlooper (CO)
  11. Jon Ossoff (GA)
  12. Alex Padilla (CA)
  13. Gary Peters (MI)
  14. Jack Reed (RI)
  15. Jackie Rosen (NV)
  16. Adam Schiff (CA)
  17. Chuck Schumer (NY)
  18. Mark Warner (VA)
  19. Ron Wyden (OR)

PLEASE, take a few moments right now on behalf of Palestinians and contact both your senators. If they voted for at least one resolution, THANK them. If they voted against, SHAME them! Those Republicans and Democrats voted against their constituents’ will — the vast majority in this country oppose U.S. complicity in genocide and forced starvation. Those so-called representatives, those soulless ghouls, are now on the record as being pro-genocide, pro-starvation, and anti-democratic, and they deserve universal condemnation. The tiny sliver of good news is that more senators than ever cast votes against the apartheid state of Israel (Senator Patty Murray here in Washington is one of them!) which shows the pressure is slowly working.

Thank you in advance for using your voice for Gaza and our shared humanity. From the river to the sea, Palestine will be free. Solidarity!

Hey bear!

Zippy and I are visiting my sister at her home in the Poconos. I was in the kitchen earlier today when I caught movement out of the corner of my eye. A quite large black bear!

When I shouted in surprise, the bear stopped and looked at me with absolute nonchalance and then continued strolling along.

This is only my second black bear sighting, the first was when we lived in Alaska and were on a hike up to the Harding IceField. That one was smaller and younger, and much more eager to get out of sight.

Not gonna lie, I’m very glad I was inside when this black bear paid a visit.

UPDATED: Solidarity with California farm workers

UPDATE: I just shared the following info with my local mutual aid group and received further info that makes me believe this is not a real strike. I did know the United Farm Workers (UFW) weren’t involved but kinda glossed over that fact because I wanted so much for the farm workers to utilize their leverage. Anyway, here’s a video explaining why this “strike” is very questionable. ALSO, adding a link to donate to UFW workers, many of whom are not working in the fields lately due to fear of ICE.

A friend in Los Angeles (thank you, Steve!) just alerted me to the California farm workers’ strike happening right now (July 16-18) and I’m sharing the info here to encourage everyone to stand in solidarity with the people who harvest the food on our tables. Farm workers are asking us to NOT buy produce through July 18.

Here’s the CBS news report my friend sent which explains the ICE-induced terror being visited upon farm workers (including the tear gas you see deployed against them).  The farm workers’ demands?

  • immediate stop to the ICE raids
  • immediate citizenship for California farm workers due to the vital role they play
  • pathway to citizenship for undocumented workers across the country, especially agricultural and hospitality workers

I also found a short Instagram video from @hip_latina that lays adds other info about this Strike for Dignity / Huelga para la dignidad.

Please join me in solidarity with the farm workers. They deserve peace and dignity.

The Hague Group Charges Israel With Genocide

While I didn’t plan on posting about Gaza today, I want to share something I just learned. Per journalist Jose Olivares writing for Drop Site News:

In Columbia, The Hague Group Charges
Israel With Genocide

BOGOTÁ, COLOMBIA—On Tuesday, ministers and officials from over 30 countries gathered in Bogotá, Colombia to convene The Hague Group, an international organization co-chaired by the governments of Colombia and South Africa. The two-day conference will discuss steps forward for the international community to stop Israel’s ongoing genocide of Palestinians.

image from TheHagueGroup.org home page

I didn’t even know about The Hague Group, much less that they’d convened an emergency conference on behalf of the Palestinians being genocided by Israel (and the United States). I could’ve predicted, however, that the U.S. State Department would be unhappy about such a gathering.

In an official statement to Drop Site, the U.S. State Department said it strongly opposed the Hague Group’s meeting in Colombia.

“The United States strongly opposes efforts by so-called ‘multilateral blocs’ to weaponize international law as a tool to advance radical anti-Western agendas,” a State Department official said. “The so-called Hague Group—whose leading voices are South Africa and Cuba, authoritarian and communist regimes, respectively, with deeply troubling human rights records—seeks to undermine the sovereignty of democratic nations by isolating and attempting to delegitimate Israel, transparently laying the groundwork for targeting the United States, our military, and our allies.”

The U.S. will “aggressively defend our interests, our military, and our allies, including Israel, from such coordinated legal and diplomatic warfare. We urge our friends to stand with us in this critical endeavor.” The Trump administration withdrew the U.S. from the UN Human Rights Council earlier this year.

But as Annelle Shenile, a former State Department officer who resigned in March of 2024 over the genocide stated, “This is not the weaponization of international law. This is the application of international law.”

Shenile is attending the gathering, as is Riyad Mansour, the Palestinian ambassador and permanent observer of Palestine to the UN. Mansour was an opening speaker at the conference:

“The core values we believed humanity agreed were universal are shattered—blown to pieces, like the tens of thousands of starved, murdered, and injured civilians in Palestine. Accountability alone is not enough for justice to prevail in Palestine. We must deconstruct the regime of illegal colonial occupation and apartheid to ensure that the current horrifying crimes do not repeat. The best and most assured way to protect the Palestinian people from more crimes is their freedom.”

This news gives me hope. You can read Olivares’s entire article here.

Free Palestine!

Garden magic

Yesterday while out working in the magical garden we inherited, I came across this:

July 14, 2025

As is the case with many plants in this new-to-me garden planted by someone else, I have no idea what it’s called. Until I make a formal identification, I’m calling it the “Fruit Hat.”

Who am I kidding? I’ll probably call it Fruit Hat no matter it’s proper name.

Death and war. War and death.

Every day, my inbox is populated with emails about Gaza. Those messages come from people and organizations that refuse to cede ground to apartheid Israel. Today’s emails include updates from fundraisers for Palestinian families and UNRWA (United Nations Relief and Works Agency for Palestine Refugees) whose subject line read: 800 killed in Gaza just trying to get food. Yes, starving people assassinated by Israel and its chief sponsor, the United States taxpayer, for the crime of needing food for their families.

Heartbroken and enraged, I turned to If I Must Die: Poetry and Prose by Refaat Alareer. Refaat was murdered by Israel on December 6, 2023, and his work published posthumously with support from the global community.

 

 

 

 

 

 

The following excerpt is from “In Gaza, We Have Grown Accustomed to War” (October 19, 2023):

Death and war. War and death. These are two persona non grata, yet we can’t force them to leave. To let us be.

Palestinian poet Tamim Barghouti summarizes the relationship between death and the Palestinians that war brings (my translation):

It was not wise of you, Death, to draw near.

It was not wise to besiege us all these years.

It was not wise to dwell this close,

So close we’ve memorized your visage

Your eating habits

Your time of rest

Your mood swings

Your heart’s desires

Even your frailties.

O, death, beware!

Don’t rest that you tallied us.

We are many.

And we are still here

[Seventy] years after the invasion

Our torches are still alight

Two centuries

After Jesus went to his third grade in our land

We have known you, Death, too well.

O, Death, our intent is clear:

We will beat you,

Even if they slay us, one and all.

Death, fear us,

For here we are, unafraid.

Here’s a link to buy If I Must Die (paperback is also available for pre-order).
Here’s a link to donate to UNRWAUSA.org (and yes, they’re still operating in Gaza). This from their email: Our 12,000 UNRWA colleagues in Gaza are still distributing food, water, and medical care, as best they can, every day, under unimaginable circumstances.

Even after more than 320 of our UNRWA colleagues have been killed. Even after dozens of UNRWA shelters have been hit. Even after borders are blocked and bombs continue to drop.

Thank you for reading. Thank you for caring.
From the river to the sea, Palestine will be free.

An ICE-capped mountain of horribleness and the people who refuse to give in

Last week’s passage and signing of the they want us dead bill is horrifying on every level so it’s hard to point to one “worst” element, but there’s a case to be made that giving Immigration and Custom Enforcements (ICE) $170 billion is at the top of the list. As a PIC abolitionist (prison industrial complex), I’m horrified by the $45 billion to nearly double the current immigrant detention capacity. Also horrifying is the fact we already have masked people (many of whom, I’m quite certain, railed against masking for public health but are quite happy to don a mask in order to inflict terror) showing up in neighborhoods with their guns, eager to fulfill their white supremacist dreams.

Here’s a video thread from independent L.A. journalist Mel Buer in Los Angeles today: UPDATED INFO BELOW**

from Mel Buer on Bluesky

From Mel Buer thread on Bluesky

These highly militarized and faceless people descended upon a community to inflict terror. Apparently, after Mayor Bass spoke to someone at Department of Homeland Security (DHS), the terror goons packed up and left as people from the community chased them out, shouting their disdain. One participant in the video thread said the goons released mace on their way out. Again, the thread can be found here.

** UPDATE from Ken Klippenstein: Operation Excalibur in Los Angeles Is “Show of Presence” (I don’t know whether to laugh or cry)

This morning I also happened upon Garrett M. Graff’s article Four Fears About ICE, Trump’s New Masked Monster. Reading Graff’s take opened my eyes to issues I hadn’t considered. For instance, he draws parallels with what happened when war criminal G.W. Bush played on post 9/11 fears to double the size of Border Patrol. Spoiler alert: an escalation in violence and corruption. Graff raises four major issues:

1) THE HOW — ICE can’t grow that fast.
2) THE WHO — We should fear specifically who the next 10,000 ICE officers will be.
3) THE WHAT — Funding ICE and CBP at this level marks a fundamental and dangerous shift in the balance of the rule of law and federal law enforcement.
4) THE WHY — Trump’s vast spending increase will coincide with an increasingly lawless administration.

I recommend reading the entire article, not a fun or uplifting read, but vital to our understanding of where we’re at in this country.

If you’ve read this far, you’re probably thinking “Thanks for the doom and gloom, Tracy. What can we possibly do about all this?” Well, it’s true that we don’t have representation that listens to the will of the people (say, for instance, those sounding the alarm that “people will die if kicked off Medicaid so PLEASE DO NOT CUT MEDICAID!”), but we do have each other! And, as Mariame Kaba says, “People are in motion, everywhere.” All around this country, people are organizing for their communities and pushing back against the authoritarians. We are not helpless and the situation is not hopeless. This horrific moment provides room for people to come together to effect change. I guarantee there’s a mutual aid group in your community. (Note: our local group wasn’t on that map so we had to ask around and check bulletin boards.) Yesterday, Zippy and I met with a group here, and I not only left with joy in my heart to have connected with those folks but also a renewed commitment to building community.

I’ve shared this document from Mariame Kaba before–Some Actions That Are Not Protesting or Votingand encourage you again to check it out for ideas on how you can take action in a way that works for you. I will also reshare this from Garrett Bucks: Thirty lonely but beautiful actions you can take right now.

The authoritarians are trying their hardest to inflict the most damage they can in the shortest amount of time, and they’re counting on us being overwhelmed and demoralized and passive. Instead, let’s keep our hearts soft and squishy, filled with compassion and empathy, and fight together for people and planet.

Please don’t hesitate to send a private message if you have questions, ideas, thoughts, or experiences you’d rather not share publicly. I’m here for you. Solidarity.

Want to join me?

So many horrible things are happening, but this morning I had coffee on the wharf with a new friend. Previously we’d been on a zoom call together because she’s leading a local immigrant defense action group, and now we’ve met in person. Yay for sunshine, good conversation, and connections!

As a result of our wide-ranging talk, I learned that the American Friends Service Committee (otherwise known as the Quakers) holds a weekly Action Hour for Palestine. Every Friday at 12 pm ET/9 am PT, they host a zoom call centered on Palestine. According to my friend, they: have guest speakers, share info on the people of Gaza, highlight a Palestinian artist, give viewers the chance to share their local strategies on advocating for Gaza, and allow time to write/call representatives. My friend’s been attending these sessions for a year and says they really help ground her in the issue.

Poppy for Palestine blooming in garden on July 1, 2025

I’ve signed up to get the zoom link and will attend my first session this Friday. As the vicious attacks on starving Palestinians intensify, I welcome the chance to connect with other heartbroken/enraged humans while we work together to free Palestine from its oppressors in the U.S. and the apartheid state of Israel. If this sounds like something that would help you in this moment, I encourage you to also attend. Sign-up link HERE.

Thankful Thursday: buffet of gifts

Here’s a shout-out to this week’s highlight reel of awesomeness:

⭐  On Tuesday, Zohran Mamdani–33-year-old Muslim/democratic socialist/New York State Assemblyperson–won the Democratic primary for New York City mayor! Mamdani crushed the money-soaked and scandal-ridden Andrew Cuomo, and now has the Democratic establishment and pro-Israel money machine in an absolute panic. I’m still riding that high!

⭐  Zippy and I finally unpacked enough boxes and moved/donated enough furniture to be able to fit our car in the garage! The end of this moving process is in sight (if I squint and tilt my head just so).

⭐  Today there was a pretty substantial low tide (-3.4′) at Freshwater Bay so we put on our boots (hiking for Zippy, waders for me) and went exploring. The first thing we saw upon arrival was this:

When we got closer, I took another photo as I asked Zippy what he thought the story was with the boat. A voice came out of nowhere: “I fell asleep during high tide.” I hadn’t realized anyone was on the severely-tipped boat! The man went on to say he just had to wait for high tide and then could leave. A pretty relaxed outlook considering he was most definitely not able to wait/sit in an upright position.

Zippy and I continued our explorations where we saw all sorts of cool stuff (crab; very large sea anenome; sea slug known as “clown nudibranch”; vivid orange sea star [click to enlarge]:

 

                 

⭐  Two other generous explorers also shared their discoveries with us, sightings that made them absolutely giddy with excitement since those creatures are somewhat rare in that area: a California Sea Cucumber and a Sunflower Sea Star. Unfortunately, I wasn’t in position for good photos but very much appreciated the sightings!

⭐  After a couple hours, Zippy and I headed back across the slippery, kelp-strewn rocks toward the parking area. One last gift? The rising tide righted that man’s boat.

Happy day!

Today’s project: a GOP ransom note

Mariame Kaba is soliciting submissions for a zine she’s creating (deadline extended to July 15!) which will be a collection of ransom notes from the GOP, and I highly recommend you check it out. I just finished creating my ransom note and had so much fun!

That last line is a tribute to stone-hearted Senator Joni Ernst (R-Iowa) who, during a town hall meeting with constituents at the end of May, didn’t even pretend to care.

Appearing at a town hall on Friday, Ernst was pressed on cuts to Medicaid – the health care program for low-income Americans – in House Republicans’ budget plan. One audience member shouted that “people will die.”

The usual politician thing would have been to take issue with that premise – or to, as other Republicans have strained to do, cast the Medicaid cuts as merely cutting waste and abuse. (That’s not the full story, of course; the Congressional Budget Office recently projected that House Republicans’ changes to Medicaid, including work requirements for some recipients, would leave 7.6 million Americans uninsured by 2034.)

But Ernst decided to go in a different direction.

Well, we all are going to die,” said Ernst, who’s facing reelection in 2026.

When hostile portions of the crowd balked at the response, she said: “For heaven’s sakes, folks.”

In researching this to provide links, I just found out that Ernst doubled down on her lack of compassion in that town hall by making a follow-up “apology” video in a cemetery and saying this [emphasis mine]:

“… I made an incorrect assumption that everyone in the auditorium understood that yes, we are all going to perish from this earth,” Ernst said. “So I apologize. And I’m really, really glad that I did not have to bring up the subject of the tooth fairy as well.

The condescension is grotesque. I don’t know how much money Ernst has, but I do know she’s paid a whopping $174,000 per year to represent her constituents in the Senate and is much more likely to weather a medical emergency than the typical U.S. citizen. Many of her constituents are rightfully worried about the proposed massive cuts to the social safety net, including Medicaid, that would hit them hard. The good news is that Ernst is up for reelection and is now more vulnerable as a result of that open contempt for her constituents. NOTE: If you’re in Iowa or have friends or family in Iowa, please know it’s very worth time and effort to push Ernst on the massive bill the Republicans are trying to ram through. Vulnerable Republicans like Ernst are more likely to peel off and cause further discord in the negotiations. Let Ernst know what you think of those proposed cuts and how they’d affect you.

Again, I hope you’ll check out Kaba’s call for submissions and have some fun cutting up old magazines! I found it to be cathartic and the perfect use of my time on a rainy Saturday. If you do make a ransom note, please share yours here!

Thankful Thursday: wild morning

At a little after 7:00 this morning, we headed out for our walk. After a couple blocks of sunshine and birdsong, Emma decided it was time to relieve herself on the U.S. Customs and Border Protection lawn (shucks, no poop sack 🤷 ). As Zippy and I waited, a crow that’d been on the CBP roof flew down and dropped something furry a few feet from Emma. The crow hopped around as Zippy moved in for a closer look and announced, “It’s a mole.”

For whatever reason, the crow had gifted Emma/us with a dead mole! When we declined the gift (well, Zippy and I declined it without giving Emma a vote) and walked away, the crow picked up the mole and flew back to the CBP roof. That was a first for us. In Colorado, magpies regularly gifted us with pretty stones which we always thought were thanks for the peanut feeders and bird bath we provided. This dead rodent? A gift out of the blue.

Our second gift came later in the walk as we explored a street that was new to us. Suddenly, we were in dense forest where the air was clean and cool.

But it wasn’t only us in the forest. I looked down to see Gift #3 crossing the road:

I have no idea what kind of beetle this is (paging Mara at The Dirty Sneaker!) except that it was at least an inch long.

Later, after a stop at the local bakery for some muffins, we arrived back home where I cut some chard from our garden to add to my smoothie. When I went to wash out my blender, there was Wild Gift #4:

I know, I know. Most people aren’t fans of snails and their slime trails, especially not when they land on their dish cloths as a result of washing garden greens. But snails fascinate me. After watching it move about, I gently carried this one back outside to the flower portion of the garden. Slime away, funny snail!

So that’s my odd gratitude list. In this moment, I’m grateful for all the wildness in my life, big and small. These are very difficult days but as organizer Kelly Hayes says, there’s still so much left to fight for. Wishing everyone a day graced by the natural world. Solidarity!

No War on Iran: call to action

My inbox is filled with messages from various organizations pointing out the efforts to manufacture consent for the assault on Iran, efforts that follow the same playbook used in the lead-up to the invasion and occupation of Iraq in 2003. Writers Against the War on Gaza (WAWOG) sent No War on Iran: Reject the Lie of Preemption which opens with this [emphasis mine]:

When the Israeli attacks on Iranian military and civilian targets began on Friday, warmongering media outlets like the New York Times rushed to advance the West’s preferred narrative of the “preemptive strike.” This convenient logic — if you strike to remove a threat before it materializes, what will materialize is a response that looks like a threat — has time and time again distorted the realities of imperial aggression. As always, post-facto justification and proactive consent-building work in tandem: The aggressor becomes the victim, while a nation of 90 million people is vilified.

We reject any and all narratives that absolve the U.S.-Zionist alliance of its responsibility for the current war of aggression on Iran, which threatens to displace millions and plunge the country into Western-backed proxy conflict. We count in this camp the writers, editors, and producers of English-language media, who have long served as handmaidens to the forces of destruction in West Asia.

In Iraq, the grammar of preemption at the onset of the so-called War on Terror enabled hundreds of thousands of civilian deaths. A multinational alliance of imperial powers committed billions in resources to George W. Bush’s “preemptive” hunt for weapons of mass destruction which, of course, never existed. Western media dutifully sought to convince the world of the justness and necessity of years of occupation, bombing, and forced economic dependency. For these crimes and cover-ups, there has never been any justice or reparation. The last week has shown that the media will not hesitate to corroborate imperial lies again, unless, with all our might, we refute them.

The article goes on to say “The only way to stop the genocide and support endogenous resistance to Zionism and imperialism — whether in Palestine, Iran, Lebanon, Syria, or Yemen — is to halt the flow of weapons to Israel.” and then lists some of the many global efforts to cut arms to Israel. You may read the entire article here. Key takeaway: ARMS EMBARGO NOW!

Another email came from Jewish Voice for Peace (JVP)’s newsletter, The Wire. Their headline? No War With Iran. This article also points out how the mainstream media are beating the war drums and then states “The truth is that the Israeli government has run an anti-Iran propaganda campaign for decades, doing everything in its power to provoke the Iranian government into the kind of war that we’re now seeing.” The article also includes a link to CNN’s compilation of clips showing Israel’s Netanyahu fear-mongering over Iran’s supposed nuclear weapons program, which Netanyahu has been doing since 1996. That 1:10 video is well worth the time.

The article continues [emphasis mine]: International impunity for Israel’s unspeakable crimes against Palestinians has led us to this point. 

Over and over again, the Israeli military has been allowed to bomb children while they slept, burn people alive in their hospital beds, shoot starving people waiting for food aid, orchestrate a famine, torture detainees, and nearly every other war crime imaginable, in a nineteen-month-long genocide funded and armed by the U.S.. At the same time, the Israeli government has been bombing sovereign states at will, all without repercussion.

Israel has received unconditional support from the U.S. as it genocides Palestinians and bombs neighboring countries, so it’s no shock that Netanyahu would feel confident that bombing Iran would receive the same support. But “Just last week, Netanyahu’s governing coalition was facing a vote of no confidence from his opposition, with protests and criticism only increasing. But attacking Iran, CNN reports, has “banished” the internal political challenges Netanyahu was facing “in an instant.” OOPS! Once again war is being used to to save a political career and/or divert attention from domestic policies. We see you, Natanyahu.

JVP has issued a call to actionMembers of Congress just introduced War Powers Resolutions to try to prevent war with Iran.

After 20 months of escalating genocidal violence against Palestinians, the Israeli government has launched unprovoked attacks against Iran and is bringing the entire region to the brink of disastrous war. 

Write your members of Congress today to tell them to support the War Powers Resolutions and to stop arming Israel.

Please, take a moment to personalize the letter for your Senators and Representative. If, like me, you’re incapable of making a phone call these days without crying/screaming/swearing at the staffer, email messages are a great choice!
Thank you for reading this far and taking action. It’s horrifying that in addition to everything else we’re facing as humans, we’re perilously close to WWIII. We cannot afford to remain quiet. Solidarity!

In gratitude and grief

For 10 months, I felt a close connection to a person in Gaza. I didn’t know their name and they didn’t know mine. That didn’t matter. What did matter was a Palestinian needed help and I was able to provide assistance. Our shared humanity brought us together.

Because Israel targeted (and continues to target) internet infrastructure in Gaza, it’s incredibly difficult for Palestinians to communicate with family, friends, and the world beyond the open air prison in which they live. Imagine not only being under constant bombardment while enduring forced starvation, but also desperately wanting the ability to say one last goodbye. This is why Egyptian writer and journalist Mirna El Helbawi stepped in to provide free esims to the people of Gaza. As explained in that article, “Despite the name, eSIM cards aren’t physical cards at all but pieces of software that act like traditional SIM cards, allowing people to activate a new cellular plan with phone and internet access on their existing phone.”

When I learned about El Helbawi’s efforts via Connecting-Humanity.org, I purchased esims to donate. Several esims were never activated and then one was, and my heart soared! Starting on August 10, 2024, I kept an open tab on my laptop for the Nomad esim site where I could monitor the 10 GB data usage. Each time I opened the tab, I made a silent wish that the data amount had gone down. Day after day, I cheered on the Palestinian recipient, sending thoughts of strength and solidarity. Each decrease in data was proof of Palestinian resiliency. Whenever the data usage reached 7-8 GBs, I topped off the esim, adding another 10 GB that would be ready when the other ran out.

Month after month, I was connected to that Palestinian in Gaza. A student doing online studies? A journalist? Healthcare worker or street medic? Mother of four? Older brother caring for younger siblings? I had no way of knowing who might be accessing the internet but my heart was filled with gratitude for El Helbawi and the other volunteers who provided vital assistance to my Palestinian “friend” and thousands of others while also providing people such as myself a way to make a tangible difference in Gaza.

Today, after 10 months of usage, that Nomad esim expired with 6.37 GB of data remaining. For the past three weeks or so, the usage had remained the same despite me  checking and rechecking the Nomad site. My Palestinian friend used only 3.63 of the 10 GB before the esim quietly expired.

Obviously, I have no way of knowing what happened. Maybe their phone was dropped and damaged. Maybe their phone got lost. Or maybe the genocidal Israeli forces dropped a bomb on their tent or denied them access to life-saving medicine or lured them to a humanitarian aid station in order to gun them down. Or maybe my Palestinian friend got thrown in prison along with the thousands of Palestinians that Israel holds on administrative detention.

I will never know what happened to that courageous and resilient Palestinian who used their phone to survive those many months of horror. My pain of not-knowing is the tiniest fraction of the pain Palestinians endure as their families, friends, and communities are destroyed, and tens of thousands remain buried beneath rubble. I can barely imagine the depth of their pain and trauma.

What is being done to Palestinians is horrific. Full stop. But the damage doesn’t end with the death and destruction that’s been live-streamed since October of 2023. This genocide damages all of us as we avert our gazes and harden our hearts in futile efforts to protect ourselves from the violence and trauma. Israel and the United States and every other genocide-enabling government — whether actively aiding and abetting the death and destruction or merely remaining quiet — are counting on us becoming numb. They are purposely normalizing genocide, ethnic cleansing, displacement, colonialism, and state-sanctioned brutality so that we quit feeling compassion for others. Make no mistake, there’s a direct connection between what’s happening in Gaza and what’s happening in Los Angeles. Israel’s IDF trains ICE and police to use IDF’s brutal tactics.

In honor of my Palestinian friend I never met, I invite you to make a donation to Crips for esims for Gaza  which is “a collaboration between Jane Shi, Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha, and Alice Wong. Disabled people around the world are raising funds to get as many eSims as we can into Gaza.” This group has raised $2.4 million to buy esims for Gaza. They’re doing good and compassionate work.

Finally, also in honor of my Palestinian friend, I post this image from my yard. While it’s been battered and bruised by the elements, this red poppy still shines bright. It will rise up again next spring. There’s a reason the poppy is the national flower of Palestine.

From the river to the sea, Palestine will be free.

Tin soldiers and Nixon’s comin’

Journalist Ken Klippenstein just reported that the White House has laid the groundwork for utilizing the Insurrection Act  by labeling the Los Angeles anti-ICE protests an  insurrection, and that Trump’s “border czar” just told Fox News, “We’re gonna bring National Guard in tonight.”

Read Klippenstein’s full article Breaking: National Guard to Put Down LA Protests. And when you’re done, here are the lyrics to Ohio, the Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young song about the National Guard murdering Kent State students on May 4, 1970. Their crime? Protesting the Vietnam War.

 

Ohio

Tin soldiers and Nixon’s comin’
We’re finally on our own
This summer I hear the drummin’
Four dead in OhioGotta get down to it
Soldiers are gunning us down
Should have been done long ago
What if you knew her and
Found her dead on the ground?
How can you run when you know?Na-na-na-na, na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na-na-na, na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na, na-na-naGotta get down to it
Soldiers are cutting us down
Should have been done long ago
What if you knew her and
Found her dead on the ground?
How can you run when you know?Tin soldiers and Nixon’s comin’
We’re finally on our own
This summer I hear the drummin’
Four dead in Ohio

Four dead in Ohio (four dead)
Four dead in Ohio (four)
Four dead in Ohio (how many?)
Four dead in Ohio (how many more?)

Four dead in Ohio (why?)
Four dead in Ohio (oh)
Four dead in Ohio (four)
Four dead in Ohio (why?)

Four dead in Ohio (why?)
Four dead in Ohio
Four dead in Ohio

On this Nakba Day

Hello, again. I’ve been absent from these parts as we continue the many efforts involved in our move to Washington and am looking forward to resuming my WordPress friendships and making more connections with folks in the very near future. In the meanwhile, I can’t let Nakba Day pass without acknowledgement.

I know I’m not alone in carrying the heavy grief that comes from the ongoing genocide in Palestine, a genocide enabled by the U.S. with full support from both Democrats and Republicans. As my son Wildebeest recently said, Palestine is the one consistent bi-partisan effort from our government. Palestinians are considered disposable.

I received the following from MPower Change this morning and while I know it’s bad form to ask for action when I haven’t been engaging with anyone else’s posts here lately, I want to share this information. Anything you can do on behalf of Palestine is greatly appreciated! Solidarity!

Today is a heavy day.

It is Nakba Day — a day of mourning and resistance, marking 77 years since the violent displacement and ethnic cleansing of Palestinians by Israel. Known as the Palestinian Catastrophe, the 1948 Nakba saw over 750,000 Palestinians driven from their homes and hundreds of villages wiped out. Since then, Israel has relentlessly continued its occupation and destruction of Palestinian land and people. 

On this day of remembrance, here are four urgent actions you can take for Palestine: 

    1. Email your Members of Congress to demand an end to Israel’s blockade on Gaza. Over 2 million Palestinians are being forcibly starved, with over 70,000 children being hospitalized due to severe malnutrition.
    2. Urge Members of Congress to call for the immediate release of Mahmoud Khalil and all others targeted by the administration for expressing their First Amendment rights. We have seen the recent releases of Dr. Badar Khan Suri, Rümeysa Öztürk, and Mohsen Mahdawi — but our fight doesn’t stop. Take action now for those still unlawfully detained.
    3. Tell university leadership to say NO to repressing and targeting students on campus.  Students speaking out against genocide are facing ongoing repression, police harassment, ICE abductions, and the threat of visa revocations. Together, we’ve sent nearly 800,000 letters to university presidents and administrators. They still need to hear from us.
    4. Tell Microsoft to stop partnering with Israel’s genocide. Microsoft’s AI and cloud support are core to Israel’s military operations in Gaza. Microsoft workers are boldly calling on the company to stop using their labor to commit genocide and enforce apartheid. Tell Microsoft leaders to listen to their workers, adhere to their own human rights policies, and stop partnering with the Israeli military. 

We cannot stay idle as Israel wages yet another Nakba on the Palestinian people. Take action now — speak out, show up, and demand justice.

In solidarity,

Linda, Granate, Yasmine, Ishraq, and the team at MPower Change

 

Please, one quick action on behalf of students

I’ve been focused on stuff related to our recent move and haven’t been active here, but need to share information I received today. Spoiler alert: it’s rage-inducing. My ask? Use the template to personalize a letter that will be sent to 40+ university presidents and chancellors. Thank you in advance for taking two minutes to speak out on behalf of the courageous students who refuse to remain quiet about a genocide funded with their tuition and tax dollars. Solidarity!

Image from Truthout article linked below: Police and FBI agents raid a resident of University of Michigan pro-Palestine protesters in a video posted on April 23, 2025.
safexmich via Instagram

The following is from MPOWER Change:

Yesterday, police and the FBI raided the homes of students in Michigan who’ve engaged in Palestine solidarity, confiscating laptops and phones without making arrests. The Attorney General’s office claims the raids are part of a “vandalism investigation.”1

But even the press is questioning why the FBI would be involved in a vandalism investigation.

At a time when university leaders are finally standing up to Trump’s attacks on academic freedom, with Harvard’s public rejection of Trump’s orders and more than 200 educational leaders condemning “political interference” and “overreach,” many universities are still cooperating with Trump’s tyranny against students, including police raids and abductions.2

Tell the University of Michigan and other schools to protect students and academic freedom.

Despite the violent crackdowns, academic expulsions, and student abductions across the country, the encampment movement is strong and growing.

Students refuse to be silenced, and we must do everything we can to support and protect them.

Even if you have sent letters to university administrators before, please send more.

Trump fears students because they are demanding divestment from genocide and apartheid, and they are WINNING.

Yale students just relaunched their encampment after being forcibly cleared by police earlier this week, coming back even stronger. And their demands are being heard. At Northwestern, students just secured a historic agreement: the university will disclose its investments, establish a committee on divestment, and provide full funding for Middle Eastern and North African student groups.3

Take Action: Tell university administrators and presidents to protect students, not punish them.

From Columbia to UCLA, from Yale to Emory — this is a generation’s most significant wave of student protests. And the students are not alone: faculty are walking out, alumni are divesting, and communities are taking action to support them.

We must do our part as well.

Please take action now: Demand that more university administrators protect their students and reject Trump’s attack on academic freedom and student protesters.

Thank you for everything you do.

In solidarity,

Granate, Zara, Aydin, and the team at MPower Change

P.S. Want to support our work towards justice for all people, and against white supremacy and Islamophobia? Sign up for a recurring MPower Change gift now. 

Sources:

  1. Activists say southeast Michigan police raids are targeting pro-Palestinian protesters,” Detroit Free Press, April 23, 2025. 
  2. More Than 220 Academic Leaders Condemn Trump’s ‘Overreach’,” The New York Times, April 22, 2025.
  3. The Daily Explains: As NU activists accept deal to deescalate encampment, demonstrators at other universities are seeing mixed results,” The Daily Northwestern, May 1, 2024

Learn more from Truthout: FBI and Police Raid Homes of Pro-Palestine Student Activists in Michigan

Call to Action: April 19th

Hello, friends. I just had a change of heart regarding tomorrow’s Day of Action and want to share some thoughts. Zippy and I attended our local Hands Off! action on April 5th but because there was no clear “call to action” or visible (to me) organizing happening around it, I told Zippy I didn’t feel compelled to join future protests.

 

I’ve changed my mind and have journalist Laura Jedeed to thank because when I popped into Bluesky, this was at the top of my feed:

I felt called-out. I also knew in my gut that Laura was correct. And that feeling was cemented after reading her entire thread which also points out that optics do matter and how it’s imperative crowd sizes are even larger tomorrow than on the 5th in order to present a visual refutation of Trump’s so-called mandate.  (Go here to read a more fleshed-out version of Laura’s points via her newsletter.) Also? There was nothing stopping me on April 5th from doing some organizing of my own and it’s totally on me that I didn’t come prepared. Tomorrow, I will be prepared!

I’ll have the #TeslaTakedown flyers I didn’t think to bring on April 5th. (By the way, this campaign is having a huge impact and creating real pain for Nazi DOGE-bro Elon Musk: Tesla dealerships are no longer accepting Cybertruck trade-ins)

I’ll have Know Your Rights  With ICE flyers. From the Washington Immigrant Solidarity Network (WAISN) site: These flyers explain what to do if Immigration and Customs Enforcement (ICE) or Customs and Border Protection (CBP) comes to your door or you have an encounter with immigration officials, what to do if you witness immigration activity by ICE or CBP, and examples of judicial warrants and ICE warrants.

I’m also trying to figure out how to also insert a QR code to the pdf flyer that links to an upcoming online KNOW YOUR RIGHTS / RAPID RESPONSE TRAINING led by WAISN. Doing so is a challenge for this low-tech person, so please share if you have ideas!

Anyway, I hope you’ll consider joining an action near you tomorrow, Saturday April 19th. I’ll be there and promise there will be no eye rolling!

Solidarity! ✊🏾

Thankful Thursday: holding onto my JOY

These are incredibly hard days on the planet and today I want to give a shout-out to the JOY in my heart, something the fascists will never, ever take from me. They want us cowering in fear and apathy, quietly sinking into dark and joyless pits of despair, but it’s vital to stay connected to all the good stuff in this world. Here’s a list of some things bringing me joy today:

  • Running for the first time in months (not to mention at sea level!) and even though my joints were creaky and my pace pretty darned slow, it made me SO freaking happy. Joyous, even!
  • Singer/songwriter Valerie June‘s new release aptly titled “Joy, Joy!” which is catchy and uplifting (check it out here).
  • Watching the rain fall as the sun shines.
  • Putting on jeans still warm from the dryer.
  • Leaving on my walk to the library after posting this, knowing I’ll get answers to my questions because librarians rule! They take care of patrons and books alike!

I’d love to hear about what’s bringing you joy these days so please share in the comments!

Gaza is a “killing field”

Gaza is a ‘killing field’, says UN chief, as agencies urge world to act on Israel’s blockade by Megan Fisher (BBC News). Since Israel broke the fragile ceasefire on March 18, they have murdered 1,449 Palestinians. Food and medical supplies are blocked.

There’s a very good chance you haven’t given much thought to what’s happening to Palestinians, seeing as we’re under another kind of assault in the United States. It’s no coincidence that as the fascists openly and willfully destabilize this country, there’s less focus on Gaza and the U.S.-sponsored genocide of Palestinians. That’s intentional. They’re overwhelming us with their shock-and-awe destruction, throwing so much horribleness in our faces at once that we lose sight of what’s still happening on the other side of the world:

Genocide.
Ethnic cleansing.
Intentional starvation.
Journalists and medical personnel targeted for murder.
Children shot and bombed and slaughtered at a rate never seen before.

And the media isn’t helping matters. Journalist Adam Johnson documented how mass death and destruction has been normalized.

Know who else isn’t helping matters? The Democrats. Last week only 15 Senators voted to block more arms to Israel. This is NOT what democracy looks like. The majority of people in the U.S. do NOT want to spend billions of dollars to arm an apartheid state so they can commit genocide. Many of us called and sent emails only to have our voices ignored again.

I’m exhausted. We’re all exhausted. But we can’t stop talking about Palestine. From the river to the sea, Palestine will be free!

Signage of the times

Here are images from my community’s HANDS OFF! protest yesterday. Apologies for the poor quality as many were photographed from across the street plus I cropped them to remove all identifying features as I do NOT want to further fuel the surveillance state. It was a beautiful day and people were simultaneously upbeat and pissed. There were 1200 of us there, the majority in their 60s and 70s, which is why when the first speaker was introduced, I anticipated the white-haired woman would speak about the assault on Social Security. She did not. I missed much of what she said because I was across the street, straining to separate her words from the sounds of traffic, solidarity honking, and nearby conversations, but I did hear PALESTINE. I also heard GENOCIDE and STUDENT PROTESTERS. While I would’ve welcomed a story about how Trump and Musk’s greed and cruelty are affecting senior citizens, I was so very glad this speaker centered the U.S.-sponsored genocide and the ensuing attack on the brave students leading the moral fight. When I got home and uploaded my photos, I noticed someone behind the speaker with a sign: PROJECT ESTHER IS THE NEW RED SCARE.

These photos are presented in the order in which I photographed them and it feels like the story comes full circle, beginning with a reference to three immigrants recently abducted by ICE and currently incarcerated in Louisiana, and ending with NO TO FASCISM. NO TO FEAR. RESIST.

If you were able to attend a protest near you (and I fully understand it’s much more risky for some than others), please share in the comments.

Solidarity with the millions in the streets yesterday, April 5, 2025!