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Crash Landing

/ Tracy Abell / 36 Comments

I just finished the first draft of my contemporary YA.  It was ugly.  Pointed the nose to the ground and crash-landed the project.  The draft is 65k words which I mostly wrote in 1k-word installments.  I wrote every single day except for when I put it on hold to do revisions on other projects.  I’m proud to have finished a draft so quickly because even though it blithers and blathers, and does a fair amount of wandering, there are glimmers of a real story in there.  I proved to myself I can be disciplined (formerly viewed as "rigid") and produce (hopefully) decent work. 

Normally I’d print out a copy and stick it in a drawer for months before looking at it again.  But having discovered I’m capable of sticking to a daily word count, I started wondering if I should also tweak my revision process and try something new there.  

So.  I’m going to read the draft and then immediately go through all my notes I took as I wrote the book so that I can create a new Official Notes List.  This list will only contain the plot and character ideas that still make sense, whether they’re already in the story or just in my notes.  I’m in the habit of jotting down notes as I write and sometimes those notes are viable by the end of the story but sometimes they don’t make a damned bit of sense.  And sometimes there’s lots and lots of the nonsensical.  By creating an Official Notes List right now, I hope to alleviate much confusion and staggering in the wilderness when I read this draft several months from now.

That’s my Big Plan for Success.  Anyone else care to share?

(And if you haven’t yet read them yet you might be interested in stopping by  jeannineatkins to read her last couple posts on her revision process.  She gave me lots to think about).

AARGH!  I read over this before hitting the Post button, and realized something:  it doesn’t make any sense to write out a list without making changes in this draft because otherwise I’ll just be distracted all over again by the tangents and mis-characterizations.  I won’t be buying myself much time.  Does this mean I have to go in and do heavy-lifting (in terms of plot and characterization) before putting the ms in a drawer?

HELP!  Tracy’s Big Plan for Success just sprang a leak.

                     

Congratulations to Paul Krugman

/ Tracy Abell / 4 Comments

My favorite economist, Paul Krugman, who writes about economic issues in a way I can understand, just won the Nobel Prize for Economics.  This makes me quite happy.  Early on, Paul Krugman spoke out against the atrocities of the Bush administration, and I remember crying tears of gratitude as I listened to him on the radio while he eloquently put into words much of what I felt but couldn’t verbalize.

He wrote a book called The Conscience of a Liberal which I highly recommend because of his ability to condense complex issues and history into an enlightening read.  He explains how despite the demonization of the word "liberal," the majority of people in the US embrace liberal policy positions (such as universal health care).    

I believe in a relatively equal society, supported by institutions that limit extremes of wealth and poverty.  I believe in democracy, civil liberties, and the rule of law.  That makes me a liberal, and I’m proud of it. – Paul Krugman from The Conscience of a Liberal.

If you’re interested, here’s Paul Krugman’s blog.

               

We’ve Got Bait

/ Tracy Abell / 13 Comments

We’re a video-game free household and Wildebeest is always off at friends’ houses playing those games.  Watching movies on enormous screens.  And eating junk food.

This morning we went out and bought a ping-pong table.  It’s set up in the basement where Wildebeest and three of his friends (plus Zebu) are now playing ping pong.

I just took a bunch of food downstairs.

I’m hoping they’ll be here a while.

              

Stop Fanning the Flames!

/ Tracy Abell / 29 Comments
This op-ed from The Baltimore Sun says it all:

McCain’s attacks fuel dangerous hatred

By Frank Schaeffer
October 10, 2008

John McCain: If your campaign does not stop equating Sen. Barack Obama with terrorism, questioning his patriotism and portraying Mr. Obama as "not one of us," I accuse you of deliberately feeding the most unhinged elements of our society the red meat of hate, and therefore of potentially instigating violence.

At a Sarah Palin rally, someone called out, "Kill him!" At one of your rallies, someone called out, "Terrorist!" Neither was answered or denounced by you or your running mate, as the crowd laughed and cheered. At your campaign event Wednesday in Bethlehem, Pa., the crowd was seething with hatred for the Democratic nominee – an attitude encouraged in speeches there by you, your running mate, your wife and the local Republican chairman.

Shame!

John McCain: In 2000, as a lifelong Republican, I worked to get you elected instead of George W. Bush. In return, you wrote an endorsement of one of my books about military service. You seemed to be a man who put principle ahead of mere political gain.
 

You have changed. You have a choice: Go down in history as a decent senator and an honorable military man with many successes, or go down in history as the latest abettor of right-wing extremist hate.

John McCain, you are no fool, and you understand the depths of hatred that surround the issue of race in this country. You also know that, post-9/11, to call someone a friend of a terrorist is a very serious matter. You also know we are a bitterly divided country on many other issues. You know that, sadly, in America, violence is always just a moment away. You know that there are plenty of crazy people out there.

Stop! Think! Your rallies are beginning to look, sound, feel and smell like lynch mobs.

John McCain, you’re walking a perilous line. If you do not stand up for all that is good in America and declare that Senator Obama is a patriot, fit for office, and denounce your hate-filled supporters when they scream out "Terrorist" or "Kill him," history will hold you responsible for all that follows.

John McCain and Sarah Palin, you are playing with fire, and you know it. You are unleashing the monster of American hatred and prejudice, to the peril of all of us. You are doing this in wartime. You are doing this as our economy collapses. You are doing this in a country with a history of assassinations.

Change the atmosphere of your campaign. Talk about the issues at hand. Make your case. But stop stirring up the lunatic fringe of haters, or risk suffering the judgment of history and the loathing of the American people – forever.

We will hold you responsible.

Frank Schaeffer is the author of "Crazy for God: How I Grew Up as One of the Elect, Helped Found the Religious Right, and Lived to Take All (or Almost All) of It Back." His e-mail is frankaschaeffer@

Flicker Invasion!

/ Tracy Abell / 20 Comments


                                                    photo © Ryan Houston

I don’t know what’s going on here today but I’m flicker-rich right now.  

They’re hopping on my roof, sitting on my deck and fence, eating at my feeder, poking
at the ground, flying to and fro, driving my cat, Lebowski, mad.

          

Apropos of Nothing

/ Tracy Abell / 3 Comments

“As an autobiographer I don’t seem to have to dream. There’s a place I get to that’s a little like dreaming. Almost dreaming but I’m awake. It’s an enchantment.
You know, from the age of seven and a half to twelve and a half I was a mute. I believed at the time that I could make myself, my whole body, an ear. And I could absorb all sound. Those years I must have done something to my brain, or with it, so that the part of the brain which would have been occupied in the articulation of speech and the creation of sound, those electrical synapses, did something else with themselves. They just reinvented themselves so that I’m able to remember incredible amounts of data. I would say I get along reasonably well in about seven or eight languages. I have spoken as many as twelve. I have taught in three. I seem to have total recall or none at all. And so, when I need to get inside myself, I can do it without going to sleep.”

—Maya Angelou in WRITERS DREAMING: Twenty-six Writers Talk About Their Dreams
and the Creative Process

(Sometimes I pull a book off the shelf and see what jumps out at me. This is what I found today. Possibly the universe is suggesting I shut up and listen a bit more. Today’s goal: become an ear.)

Good Thing I Wasn’t Drinking

/ Tracy Abell / 19 Comments

Watched the “debate” with the family. Before it started I reserved “my friends” as my BINGO word. Zippy chose “earmark,” Zebu’s word was “maverick” and Wildebeest alternated words throughout the 90 minutes.

If it’d been a drinking game, I wouldn’t be typing this right now. I’d be passed out on my desk, drooling on the keyboard. I lost count at 17 “my friends.”

Zippy was ahead for a while with “earmark” but then fell behind and a few minutes into the program Zebu pointed out “Tom” would’ve been a good choice since McCain and Brokaw were chumming it up.

The menfolk in this household can try to spin the situation all they want, my friends, but I was clearly the official debate BINGO champ!

Double Ack!

/ Tracy Abell / 36 Comments

During last night’s vice-presidential debate, Gov Palin gave a folksy (gag) shout-out to her brother who teaches at Gladys Wood Elementary.

Gladys Wood Elementary?


I just checked my file and yes, indeed, when living in Anchorage I subbed there. Not only that, the school’s principal called me at home and asked me not to come back the next day after the out-of-control kids complained to their parents about me saying I’d rather take my dog to an assembly than them.

Palin keeps reminding me of so many fond memories of Alaska: yearly oil bribe (Permanent Fund Dividend check), machine gunning wolves from airplanes, whack-job politicians, driving around in the icy dark trying to locate the school for that day’s sub assignment, “hunters” demanding they be allowed to shoot moose from the side of the highways, whack-job politicians, gun racks in every truck . . .

Alaska Women Reject Palin rally

/ Tracy Abell / 6 Comments

I’m hunkered down in the revision cave but am poking out my head to offer this extremely heartening link:

www.snopes.com/politics/palin/rally.asp

Having lived in Alaska and done my share of political work outside the Loussac Library in Anchorage, I was thrilled to see photographic proof of the profusion of anti-Palin/anti-McCain signs!  Alaska doesn’t rally in big numbers.  Ever.

Since this story isn’t getting much coverage, please feel free to post and forward this information so people understand that the supposed groundswell of support for Governor Palin is a myth.

(Am cross-posting so apologies to those who get this twice)

              

Bring the Cheese, I’ve Got the Whine

/ Tracy Abell / 19 Comments

Zippy called yesterday afternoon to say he was sick and headed home.

Told my parents who were visiting they must leave so they don’t catch the plague from Zippy.
They need all their strength for their drive across the country to their winter home in Florida.

Zebu arrives home and hugs grandparents goodbye.
Then Zebu reveals he felt sick at school.

Parents rush out front door as Zippy enters from garage.
Parents swallow much Vitamin C before driving away.

Wildebeest arrives home with sniffles but says "I’m impervious to colds."

This morning – a workday, a school day – the house is quiet.
Zippy tucked into his bed.  Zebu reading in his bed.  Wildebeest snoring in his.

Mother calls me from my brother’s where she spent last night.
So far, so good.  Maybe they got out in time.

Me?  I’m still blowing my nose from the cold that started two weeks ago and hoping I don’t get sick again.
I’ve got a conference this weekend.
And JoNo writing goals.

Please pass the tissue.

         

            

McCain Blamed Collapse of MN Bridge on….

/ Tracy Abell

Remember when that bridge collapsed in Minnesota in August of 2007?  Remember 13 people died and 145 were injured as a result of that collapse?  Remember the bridge was 40 years old? 

I bet you do remember all that.

But I wonder if you remember who John McCain blamed immediately following the tragedy?
  
Watch Senator John McCain address this issue on one of his August 2007 campaign stops.

                    

Cheers and Jeers

/ Tracy Abell / 28 Comments
  • I’ve written 1000 words per day every day on my WIP and am now up to 46k words!  You might think that means I’ve written every day for 46 days in a row but it’s actually 78 days (because I’m also doing revisions on another project).
  • I’ve formed a good habit!
  • I’ve actually formed a good habit.  Wow.  (I have lots of other less-than-stellar habits so I’m basking in the glow, people.)
  • This morning I finished another round of revisions on my humorous boy book.
  • I’ve had the plague since last Tuesday.
  • Today I’m dressed in real go-out-into-the-world clothes for the first time in days.
  • It should be noted, however, that flannel jammies can be very fashionable; it all depends on the attitude.

Veterans’ Issues and the Votes

/ Tracy Abell / 26 Comments

Because I know some people out there are very concerned about veterans’ treatment by both presidential candidates…

Here is the link for the 2006 Iraq and Afghanistan Veterans of America (IAVA) Action Congressional Ratings (The 2008 rating is not yet available).

You might be interested to know Senator McCain received a "D" rating.  Senator Obama received a "B+"

Further, the IVAW (Iraq Veterans Against the War) site states that Disabled American Veterans "reports that Senator McCain only voted for legislation that benefited veterans 20% of the time while Senator Obama supported veterans’ needs 80% of the time."

Apparently an IVAW board member, Adam Kokesh, protested McCain’s speech at the RNC with a sign reading "McCain Votes Against Vets."  As he was escorted out, people shouted at him: "USA! USA!"



        

Team Captain

/ Tracy Abell / 36 Comments

The LJ Goddesses are smiling down on me today, allowing me to finally post these photos in honor of linbinwriter.  You see, Linda is the captain of Team Vinca.  In May of 2007 I posted a plea for good thoughts as I ran the Bolder Boulder 10k and I was humbled by the responses.  Linda let me know she’d be wearing her Team Vinca t-shirt in honor of my race.  I don’t think she knows how important that image was to me as I struggled to finish the race but I thought about it as I huffed and puffed along the course, and it motivated me to keep going.  Fast forward to May 2008 when I needed another round of good thoughts for the race.  Linda promised to wear her Team Vinca shirt again.  And again, that image helped carry me across the finish line. 

So imagine my joy when I opened a package a couple weeks ago and discovered this shirt (look closely for the tiny vinca blossoms drawn around the letters):

But the shirt isn’t just about Team Vinca and my running support network, it’s also a call-out to the Denver Cycle Sluts who raised money for the weekly spaghetti dinner for the homeless.  Go Sluts!

As for Venn Diagrams?  Linda is humoring me because she knows I like them and like saying the words aloud: Venn Diagrams!

But it wasn’t just this great handmade t-shirt in the package.  Linda also wrote the most beautiful, kind note to me regarding running and writing.  And the timing could not have been better.  I was suffering a crisis of confidence (on several fronts) that day but when I read the words penned by a writer friend many miles away, I cried tears of gratitude.

I’m very fortunate to have your support and camaraderie, Linda.  Thanks so much for being my friend and the captain of my team.  

                   

Why I’ve Always Loved Pippi

/ Tracy Abell / 16 Comments

kellyrfineman got me thinking about books I loved as a child.  She’s currently going through some old favorites, identifying those positive story elements that might shape and inform her own writing projects.  

As I read her posts, I wondered if I could remember why I connected with certain books.  Some of those books and the person I was as I read them, feel so long ago and far away.  Those connections feel faint.

Except for one character who stands out:  Pippi Longstocking.

And this excerpt from Pippi in the South Seas by Astrid Lindgren says it all:

The arithmetic lesson was interrupted by Captain Longstocking, who came to announce that he and the whole crew and all the Kurrekurredutts were going off to another island for a couple of days to hunt wild boar.  Captain Longstocking was in the mood for some fresh boar steak.  The Kurrekurredutt women were also to go along, to scare out the boar with wild cries.  That meant that the children would be staying behind alone on the island.

"I hope you won’t be sad because of this?" said Captain Longstocking.

"I’ll give you three guesses," said Pippi.  "The day I hear that some children are sad because they have to take care of themselves without grownups, that day I’ll learn the whole pluttification table backward, I’ll swear to that."

That pigtailed, free spirit made me laugh then, and she makes me laugh now.  All hail Pippi!

                      

Complete Sentences!

/ Tracy Abell / 14 Comments

Not only were there no juvenile faces and barely contained tantrums, there were no fractured sentences about how hard it is putting food on your family or shaking the hand of an Iraqi whose hand had been cut off by Saddam Hussein.

Change I can believe in.

         

Voices of Dissent

/ Tracy Abell / 21 Comments

On Monday Zippy and Wildebeest entered a Tent State University lottery for today’s free concert featuring Rage Against the Machine.
This morning Zippy received an email informing him he had two tickets.
Zippy came home, changed out of his office attire, went to the high school where he pulled Wildebeest from class, and then drove to the Denver Coliseum.
At 3:45 Zippy called to say the concert was over and that he and Wildebeest had joined the three-mile march on the Pepsi Center, site of the Democratic National Convention.
I turned on the television and listened to the usual fear-mongering spin (“Some rumors of protesters carrying bottles of urine to throw” ; “No one knows what will happen when the protesters reach their destination” ; “A hundred armed police officers are waiting outside the Pepsi Center”)
Zippy called again. I asked if he’d spotted any bottles of urine and he said he didn’t think anyone had urine to spare since they were all so hot and dehydrated.
Any confrontations, Zippy?
No, just Code Pink women giving the police officers Make Out Not War stickers which the police affixed to their gear.

(This is only what Zippy and Wildebeest experienced.  I know there have been confrontations.)

            

Thwarted!

/ Tracy Abell / 4 Comments

I’d planned a special post to thank a special friend for a very special gift that arrived today.

Alas, alack, I cannot post the images I want to post.  Even Zippy’s computer magic couldn’t save me.

I’m going to try again tomorrow because right now I’m feeling crazy enough to toss a computer through a window.

In the meantime……

[info]linbinwriter

, you’re a peach!

         

Hey, Joe!

/ Tracy Abell / 5 Comments

Zippy called a few minutes ago to tell me Joe Biden was on the street outside Zippy’s office, buying something from a street cart.  I’m hoping Biden bought a time machine.  The man needs to go back and undo his role in enabling the fear-mongering Bush administration to invade and occupy Iraq.
                             

McCain’s Forevermore Fall-Back

/ Tracy Abell / 19 Comments

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Found this on DailyKos.com (Image credit ) and had to share since McCain keeps playing that POW card without the “liberal media” calling him on it.

Back in 2004 McCain said, “I’m sick and tired of re-fighting the Vietnam War. And most importantly, I’m sick and tired of opening the wounds of the Vietnam War, which I’ve spent the last 30 years trying to heal.  It’s offensive to me, and it’s angering to me that we’re doing this.”                                          

But when 2007 rolled around, McCain’s political ads highlighted his POW status.

I know he’s a “maverick” and all, but the hypocrisy is wearing so, so thin.